Today...

...is another saturday. I am actually standing in front of Sunway Pyramid at 1.41 pm waiting for my ride back home. An idea that sounded good this morning proved to be a huge mistake. I forget how ugly things can get. The steamy heat, the cacophony impatience of traffic, gaggle of tourists - oblivious of their surroundings and other people around them, all leaves me reeling. Teenagers, with their state of the art hand phones, miniskirts, wrap around scarves, latest trends of underwear-showing jeans a scene that confuses. And right this moment a luxury car is left idling, passively poisoning me to death.

Starting fresh

I have new toy and I am liking it. Though I am reduced typing with my thumbs, I am loving it. I am officially mobile and I am enjoying it.

I have always liked writing but apart from my indiscipline of doing it everyday, i hate my handwriting. Chicken scratching is what my mother labels it and most of the time I agree with her description. Now, it's time to start fresh.

Envy....

is a bad and green monster. It lurks under the bed, in your handbag and sometimes shows it's ugly face on the computer screen.

Yes, I am having those pangs of green slime murking my brain this morning. I know to some I have no reason for letting this green monster slip under my skin. Most of the time I can keep it at bay with a good slug of gloat. But this past few weeks, I am left down, slightly depressed and has let my door slightly ajar. Envy has managed to slide in undetected.

I can't actually complain, really. It's not as if I haven't had it good...maybe not excellent, but good. I can choose my time to do what I want, unless it is dictated by others who demand my time at their pleasure. At most these demands are entertained after juggling my nearly non-existing pressure of life. I can take a look what's behind my eyelids whenever there is nothing else to do, even though in actuality there is plenty to do. Just that doing what plenty there is to do means that I have to do without having to lift any brain muscle which bothers me.

However, having to use my brain muscle as it is at this moment really is even more counter productive. I will wallow even deeper into the dark abyss of darkness and turn into such vegetated state that I am unable to focus on what really need to be done.

And I digress....what's new? ;-)

Distraction..

I have been wanting to do more in this blog, but it seems that I am much distracted by happenings around me, plus the advent of facebook and scrabble on line have greatly distracted me. But as scrabble of facebook takes ages to upload, finally I am ready to let it slide. Partly being such a sour grape on the issue that I seem to always be on the losing side and my statistics have not improved by a single iota....I deem ready to say goodbye to it and stick to the traditional board game....