Tuesday 14 April 2009

Envy....

is a bad and green monster. It lurks under the bed, in your handbag and sometimes shows it's ugly face on the computer screen.

Yes, I am having those pangs of green slime murking my brain this morning. I know to some I have no reason for letting this green monster slip under my skin. Most of the time I can keep it at bay with a good slug of gloat. But this past few weeks, I am left down, slightly depressed and has let my door slightly ajar. Envy has managed to slide in undetected.

I can't actually complain, really. It's not as if I haven't had it good...maybe not excellent, but good. I can choose my time to do what I want, unless it is dictated by others who demand my time at their pleasure. At most these demands are entertained after juggling my nearly non-existing pressure of life. I can take a look what's behind my eyelids whenever there is nothing else to do, even though in actuality there is plenty to do. Just that doing what plenty there is to do means that I have to do without having to lift any brain muscle which bothers me.

However, having to use my brain muscle as it is at this moment really is even more counter productive. I will wallow even deeper into the dark abyss of darkness and turn into such vegetated state that I am unable to focus on what really need to be done.

And I digress....what's new? ;-)

Sunday 12 April 2009

Distraction..

I have been wanting to do more in this blog, but it seems that I am much distracted by happenings around me, plus the advent of facebook and scrabble on line have greatly distracted me. But as scrabble of facebook takes ages to upload, finally I am ready to let it slide. Partly being such a sour grape on the issue that I seem to always be on the losing side and my statistics have not improved by a single iota....I deem ready to say goodbye to it and stick to the traditional board game....