Wednesday 28 November 2007

Un-inspired

What can I say? The title says it all. It is not because insufficient materials. I have loads, but I am just uninspired or rather more accurate unmotivated to write. It is not a good thing, as it shows my total lack of discipline and at this moment, it's something I can't afford to dwell on.

I hate sounding so pathetic but that is how I am feeling now. I have no wish to wallow in it but it is difficult to pull yourself out of muck.

It's school holidays and whatever rigid schedule there was during the school year has been blown apart!

Whatever it is, it is not easy to write in here. I want to be truthful and honest about myself but is this the right medium? No one can understand even not myself... if you get my meaning. Will you think of me differently...

Not that it matters...